I don't want to feel numb I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all So don't judge me for wanting to bleed I don't want to feel numb I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Don't yell at me for relying on a blade I don't want to feel numb I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Don't look down at my scars I don't want to feel numb I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.