Thoughtlessly I wander. Wander back and fourth. Here I sit and ponder. What if I never was here? Let go of a tear. What if I just stepped away. Never stepped into the light of about her day? I wonder who would be sad. Or on the contrary who would be glad. Dad wouldn't mind. Mom wouldn't be far behind. I know it would crush many. Put smiles on some. When I'm done I'm done.