Despite the heart which is froze Hatred runs fluidly Like the water in shattered glass Like the blood in broken bones Like the flames in our homes This hatred It speaks to me Like drugs to an addict
When it tells me to shoot I relapse and aim for the sky
I said.. In spite of my own humility Hatred runs deeply Like the roots beneath the dirt Like the pain beyond the hurt Like this poem before your eyes
I despise Way too many lies And so little truth
I said.. I hate beautiful It cripples me deeply For you are my pity My pain and their pleasure
When I am high I'll collapse and fall Far from this place Of rotten bliss
I said.. Look at me Blood misrepresents me For I am cut differently This pain isn't felt Like the emptiness Residing in your cup It is felt Like a toxic Living inside the gut Like these words Traveling directly Towards the stomach
I mean.. Although this addiction kills me Hatred is also the remedy It is all I need to truly appreciate The little love I have left.