"What the **** should I have done?"
yes,
"It's like I'm sleepwalking."
"The higher I get, the lower I sink,
I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim."
because
"this house is not my home".
but i thought
"you were my drug"
yeah and they say,
"what doesn't **** you
makes you wish you were dead."
So I repeat in my head,
"Breathe in, breathe out."
with that, we will always be the
"riders of the storm"
and I shout
"Oh! My! God!"
And so I leave with,
"Dare me to jump off of the Jersey Bridge