I feel them inside me. As I place a gentle smile on my lips, To assure the people around me that I am fine. Inside me. I feel my heart shattering, my nerves wrecking, tears bursting out and the unending sting left in my chest. Oh, how I wonder. Do they know how I feel? Do they feel the same way? The solace look on their faces destroys my sanity and faith in myself. The ability of making myself feel better relies on these people around me, Unpredictable and unwillingly I let myself disappear. The End.