I'm having those pen and paper moments where my words and poetry are so honest I'm scared of sharing them. But since since they're about you, about us I thought you should know. We started out strangers like everyone else, spent time together and became friends and all the time I found out things about you that made me develop feelings about, habits that I didn't think anyone else would see, how when you were explaining something about something that happened or about someone else you would look me directly in the eye with confidence but when you talked about yourself it was hard for you to look me in the eye like you were afraid you'd see judgment in my eyes, the way when you walk towards me from a distance you looked at your toes a few times and when you got close enough to see my smile you always used your left hand to move your hair behind your ear, the way you start waving your hands when you explain something you didn't like. In those moments I realized that you were the type of girl that wanted a relationship to have a solid beginning, were a guy would ask you to be his girlfriend and not just happen to become it. That you wanted someone that would accept how busy you are and how he should know he has your heart and that the other guys really are friends. I realised that I could fall for you, that if we kept going I would....?.... I started thinking to myself that I think I really like this girl and I'm not sure I deserve her, I want her to be happy and I don't know if I'm that for. Because I knew right now I am not at my best and I'd  like to only give you my best. I am capable of alot but like every guy out there I need someone to guard the one part of me I can't protect my heart and I can support your burdens no matter what happens I am strong enough for that. So I guess I'm here now thinking that I've decided to ask you out, and hope you'll give me the chance to make you happy and hopefully be good enough to be your significant other and see were the road tells us.