We set a paper ship upon the waters in hope it will never know a storm we have bared of our past In hopes that maybe to gather they could fair better than us as clear skies graced our thought now storm clouds loom heavy. It's never as we planned but never our fault.
Those paper ships slip from between our fingertips before we are ready to set sail We watch them bob upon traitorous waters standing upon stormy land and know only, when they are lost at sea that our casting off has failed
Under moonlit nobility gets beyond our controls and storms we seldom grasp, the ships sink faster than the images we have lives since painted within our thoughts. It all comes full circle in the end
Full circle begins when weeping upon a midnight beach waiting for the debris to float in To sit upon the sand and not understand how paper boats can't float without sails We set them out upon stormy seas Hoping them fine and fair weather only to see them smashed upon the shore with no guidance from above just a single feather Buried deeply in their chest a single hope they could fly now they lay broken upon a distant shore dying under a whisper of... *I tried
The opening lines are by John Patrick Robbins aka Gonzo. The most amazing supportive friend I will ever have!Β Β They were the perfect lines for me to open myself up as a parent to the fact that we can fail as a parent to not only to losing our children to death but also to losing our children to a living death. His name IS Darcy :)