From the sadness blast an eruption
Of self destruction
Pulse quickens,hands tremble
Logic begins to disassemble
Reflection resembles a wild dog starving
I begin carving

Deeper
Deeper

Bring me the reaper
Drag me out of this misery and plant me in a grave
Free me from the ******* to emotion,I'm a slave
Fiery whips of self hatred across my back
Mind screaming

Attack
Attack
Attack

Until it fades to black
And I wake up from this being
And constant visions seeing
Nowhere to run always fleeing

Drink
Cut
Drink
Cut

But I don't die
Leaving myself a ****** drunken mess
Serving only as a warning to others
That this is the wrong path