the days are getting longer or shorter the distinction is no longer clear not when my time ticks on moments of you as though i were an untried schoolgirl on the cusp of adventure a precipice of folly and recklessness or the tattered bridge of my vows and yet i forge on downwards chasing a light only i can see flickering in the bowels of my longlost dreams perhaps there is a road at the end wide enough to carry us until then it's only my tail i'm chasing