Lying motionless on the sofa, eyes fixated on the gray and purple cat clock perched on the mantle, watching apathetically as the second hand click click clicks, stuck in place as the hour and the minute hands sit sit sit, as if intentionally to keep time from passing; sit sit sitting lie lie lying stuck in place, disappointment click click clicking in my mind, so debilitated that I can't even feel the passage of time, the clock intentionally refraining from counting minutes so are empty.