Yes I have a bipolar mind. I look for clear but never know what I will find. Mom sent me away. For a few months and a day. Mom said she couldn't handle me. Why couldn't she see? I wasn't really myself. I was someone else. Sometimes blue. Gosh if I could sue. Every little **** Who made me hate my guts. Awe look at her. **** she's got the face of a murderer. Why you always crying Graffe *** *****? Why not end it and die in a ditch? I was definatly all over the place. Stuck with this awful race. I couldn't control my actions. So I shoved all emotions back with a little lithium. Then I didn't see clear. Actually nothing ever happens here. I see nothing now. And there's no changing my mind.