Tonight, a jumble is taking place in the small wilderness...outside my window ...cicadas...crickets...lizards... all night creatures...even the trees join in the dance.....to survive they could never go against the swooshing rhythm of the rushing kingly wind.
as i am tonight...lost in my own wilderness i feel so limited...turning left to right...to and fro as sparks of thoughts and images...come and go scattered ***** bouncing here and there from corners and walls of my room now, they're here, later, they'd disappear.
mind is a mess...bright ideas, scamper off fleeing from their temple...their home refusing to be captured...
simultaneously, some known sounds the cries...the envisioned giggles and laughter of familiar voices, are now hidden somewhere have sought refuge some place else. faces...names...smiles...words...good spirits, one by one, slowly, have gone...
...there is only the damp darkness of a vacuum.....an emptiness... created by an absence of inspirations of people who give inspirations....but, have left some are about to leave thank God for those who came back, missing fellow poets...good friends...and their works missing the placid waters that once surrounded us
i miss reading...feeling the sweet music...the rhymes, the free verse of good, wholesome friendships... of kindred spirits in poetry in poetry...where we all started...where, in one way or another, we all have metamorphosed... i believe, i know...our paths didn't cross for naught.
::: ours is a small world...existing within a bigger world ::: ::::::::::::::::: there needn't be a diaspora :::::::::::::::::: ::::::::::::::::: i miss us :::::::::::::::::: ¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥¥