i always find myself laying my heart out to the people who love stomping on my heart for the pure fun of watching blood pour out
but it wasn't always this way it all started when my dad started promising me security to constantly watch him walk out the door but every time that promise was proposed, I always accepted it even when I knew it was a **** lie hopeful little me, how adorable
manipulation, that's what it is finding reasons to get rid of me i guess i do that too but when it's consistently happening to you with every new friendship or relationship? you find clarity and warmth in the words "i won't be leaving anytime soon" and it becomes a twisted cycle of just constant manipulation the manipulated becomes the manipulator
when your newest begins the manipulation tactic that you were taught at the age of 5 when your dad said "I'll be right back" and doesn't for days that's when you're all ears to your newest victim who says "it's so nice to find someone like you" i wish you didn't say that ever
A rough draft. Looking for help on this.
----------— I have been working on myself a lot lately as far as this topic goes. I'm finding my way through people who don't care much. But we're gonna get there.