I put my earphones on and turn on the playlist. Hard rock. I need this. My mind need to think something else. That something is Myself. No. A child is crying on my right. There's two people that keeps talking on my left side. And all around me, I heard vehicles sound and every beep of each. People shouting. Cold night. Traffic. Lights of every post and every building I see. I need this. I need to distract myself.