Some days when I wake up from a dream I find it hard to be, what is me and my mind drifts off into a surreal world where it is hard to find what my conscious mind has to do with me sometimes it's not even the way really feel nor act, but my mind seams to pull it off and that day that is me but not maybe really the way I feel other days my mind is reaching out on all side, then goes off like nuclear bomb and all hell breaks loose then I hide under the blankets and drift off to a surreal world wake up and starts over again.