the silence of the room feels forgiving so i wrap myself up in its comforting warmth hold out with trembling fingers a bittersweet morsel a few cautious words of beautiful lament an emotional plea of constructed images to find my grace in the arms of a long lost love to find the forgiveness all men need from the past no matter distance or time for all men without exception must find meaning in their lives mine has been what loves i sought in the darkness and light what palaces of strange beauty discovered in the wild heat of human jungle discovered in the barren expanse of the sea's wild desert that love i have found at the very edge of humanity's dark world a small flame of tenderness cupped in my hearts hand nourished it give it hope and future but still i seek half blind with age i still ferry across the expanse at the edge of humanity's plight seeking the forgiveness of my first love seeking the hope of tomorrows lover