I think we buried him here. No, no. Don’t dig him up. Sometimes when it rains the earth opens up and blood pours out. It’s like flesh, you know? It’s getting harder to breathe so the pores have to open wider every fall and more and more blood rises. The other day the electricity in the city died. No, not just the lines. It was like a pulse. Every electronic device failed and suddenly we all saw ourselves reflected in our screens; cellphones, televisions, laptops. Everyone was so scared. I remember a child gripping his knees. Mum, mum, he repeated, but she didn’t reply. I listened for a minute and did nothing. Hey, cheer up. Some say at the end of every year, all the dead skin we’d shed to that point forms back into itself. Living, breathing beings indistinguishable from their hosts. No one knows if they remember their pasts, if they are born as blank slates or prefigured individuals destined to repeat the same mistakes, over, and over, and over. One day they’ll take over the city and we’ll be out of jobs. They’ll forget everything we spoke of today and drill deep into the earth. The flesh will split so cruelly it won’t ever knit back together again, and blackened blood will carry skyscrapers into the earth. Don’t be sad. It’s inevitable. Think of it as returning to the womb. A pure unending nothing.
1:13am, February 27th 2016
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