Perhaps it was easy to fall back into what it was, what we were... An almost-friendship acquaintance, rather than what we could be- like an almost-lover friendship... no, that'll be a harder fall. Because we never really had any memories to forget, never had, never will.
I am seeing 'this' for what it really is, A fragile bubble too easy to pop with single pin *****- and the larger it gets, the thinner it becomes- as it goes untouched, it will just vanish into nothingness without any trace of its prior existence.
And that's what it is, was... a something sort of nothing.
It was one sided all along, and I had to break my own reverie to wake up from a beautiful nightmare. Because you can't, you won't.