This is when it gets scary
My darker thoughts
I know what I want to be
Joy and peace
And peace and love
And love
And love
Love

But the world fights against me
My minds starts to slipping
Into a realm
Of fire and pain
And pain and loss
And loss
Of light
And hope

My dark thoughts
That I'm afraid to even admit to myself
For fear that admittance
Is acceptance

And I couldn't **** myself
But there is always suicide by cop