What do you do when it feels like everything that you knew, everything that you were used to tumbled down?  
What do you do when you want to reach out but your arms refuse to allow you to?
How do you react when you can feel your heart break underneath your chest and no matter how hard you try you can't stop it?
Last words.
What were my last words to you the day that you left? What did my mind decide to allow you to hear from me your last time? It's funny because you hear so many stories about situations like this happening to other schools, to other kids and you never expect it to happen to somebody that you know and then it does and suddenly you can't breathe. How do I breathe again without you here? I'll miss you forever and that scares me because I don't like the feeling of drowning but I suppose I'll have to become accustomed to it now.
*(b.c.)