i need to take a few steps back and understand your intentions for us. you are not a written part of my future, you are one beautiful flaw in my life plan. you inspire the best in me but maybe the best in me isn't the best for you. i don't know enough of the calamity in your mind to determine what the next step is. you are a sine function and i am a horizontal line, we cross paths over and over but we will never merge into one line. but our interval is not infinite. i don't intend to waste time with the game we so dangerously play. i am tired of the empty words you speak and i long to hear your truths. until then i am not yours to toy with.