I'd always been a goody two shoes Till the day you came along Because while I abhorred out of the ordinary You were all about the fun You introduced me to myself, A side I never knew And I felt invincible Whenever it was just us two And I decided these memories Were the ones I'd always keep But all good things must end Even happy eyes do weep And that's when the summer came And it became too hot And all of that invincibility, Like us, began to rot You still check in on me In hopes that I'll run back But I've suffocated that part of me All there is, is jet black And I think of you consistently Constantly, deeply, all the time Failing to remember that even though You're scorched in my brain I'm never on your mind And they say what doesn't **** Ends up making you stronger So one day I will have been reborn To last a little bit longer.