i once heard human beings naturally long for affection of any type; familial, romantic, or friendly. all humans strive for someone to connect with because we are the bones in the human body and we look for the socket or hinge to attach us with someone,

but the first time i ever saw you, you were playing a beethoven piece and ******* i don't think i've ever seen as much talent in any other musician as i've seen in you, and i watched your soul move through your instrument and the way you swayed while playing and i just thought to myself

"if i could sit here forever and just watch as you play, without you ever noticing me or even looking in my direction, my god i would because you are absolutely perfect to me."

sometimes we don't need affection. seeing him was enough for me to fall in love with him.

- m. j. g.