as I'm sitting here, waiting for my train it's like sitting anywhere, waiting for my life to change constantly I see the same reaction my heart is on life support my mind is in traction sleeping in chairs without destinations taunted by the torrid past and current aggrevations born as a child with a bleak chance of survival patiently awaiting my intended, glorious revival as the Phoenix, so have I, been burnt to ashes will I rise again to be dispersed to the masses?