hearing your songs about her rips at parts of my brain I am suppose to be okay I know that you don't see me the way you see her but I'll keep thinking maybe your heart will change and like patterns I trace down my thighs with open eyes I see where you lie and I will never get why I never tried to find a way to be with you the way you want to be with her
feeling things are completely out of your control and while he is writing about her I am writing about him and I know how he hurts because the words are wounds that bend and break the parts of my thoughts that I thought would stay to keep me sane