It's late
and I can't sleep
and I'm in a dark room
and you're fast asleep
and my heart is pounding
and my mind is racing
I close my eyes
and I see you
It's always you,
but this time,
it's her,
too
singing your favorite song that she knows oh so ******* well
at the top of her lungs
She glances over at you
I bat my eyes
open
close
open close open
close, but
nothing changes
I begin to cry
and
I feel your hands against my chest,
but your touch is different
This time, it hurts
I feel as if a tree has blown
onto my
chest
And I can't focus on the pain
because all I can see is you
now
Happy
Charming
Witty
In love
Mine.
Then, I see you a year from now
begging for my forgiveness,
for me to understand...
You say, "it's for the best"
and I die
because I've been avoiding this
ever since we met