That Thursday when I sat in the rain When I needed you most you ran away I was as lonely as my depression As I struggled to take a breath in Nobody else can take away my pain If I told them they'd tell me I was insane But sitting in the rain I knew you would know How I felt and where it would go I told you all when you weren't there And when I was done I left my despair I turned off the world and the sound of the rain The music distracts me from all the pain I don't want to remember or talk about How my "friends" ditched me without a doubt Or how I felt so lonely I wanted to go Or how you weren't there to be my hope