I am concerned that I am growing more and more comfortable with my bouts of apathy. Things are easy to deal with when you don’t feel anything, when you don’t care. The problem is only when you come out of it and start feeling again. That’s you see the effects of your apathy:

The disappointment,
                  The concern,
                           The anger...
                                  Much like falling,
                                          It isn’t the falling
                                                That worries me,
                                                        It is the sudden stop.