i. eat spaghetti at 2am
with chapped lips and ****** knuckles
that you refuse to mend; don't
answer when people ask what
happened

ii. fall down the stairs
and wait until somebody notices to
finally get up

iii. shove studs through the shirt
you stole out of a backpack and
then bury it at the bottom of your
dresser; throw it away later

iv. climb under the computer desk and
sleep on the floor until somebody notices
but chances are they realize that you
must be pretty far gone to sleep under
the computer desk.

v. walk home in the rain and don't
jump in the puddles, but do watch
the frogs in the ditch and try to
catch them. appreciate the grey.