So here i sit just thinking about life. My minds clear, my memory sharp as a knife. I'm looking for words, no idea what they are. I'm trying to say something, or perhaps show a scar.

I won't push you away, well at least not just yet. Fear not; For the pain shall be all mine, as will the regret. I'm not sure what's happening, but one thing is clear. Patterns don't lie baby, or should I call you dear?

Let's try this again please. Okay, here I go. What's going to emerge from my pen, honestly I rarely ever know. I want to capture emotion and express how I feel. I want to let my heart invent new colors such as TealSilverSteeL.

You remind me of heaven, and I hate you for that..... Then again I've always known you were worth it, so I take that right back..