this is another form I would like to lose but what is a man to inherit but the empire of sleep after being caught in a virulent web of dailiness? sometimes dreams are as empty as Manila on a Sunday – requiring things I do not understand, so as the departure of leaves to bring back the same existence, the parallel rawness, and the exact hundredfold inflorescence, a blank synthesis of light is another conundrum as sidewalks remain steely and squalid holding themselves up to surrender; when another drone breeds sound from a distance, one is reminded of how gently songs in themselves break inward and release fully, a cloud of regret, leaving things and renaming them loose sobriquets; and when all else have gone into total darkness I will sit beside everything else that closes its eyes to the world and rejoin them in the familiar and see nothing but the rest of beautiful things ignite to show scars and leave us all wordless, losing this strange form of living.