And just like that a rotation in my universe occurred. A coruscation, that blinded for a split second. In that one moment, everything altered. And let me tell you, it really does blow my mind at how quickly everything you knew can crumble in your grasp. I find myself searching, wondering for a single elucidation of how any of the pieces that once were one, could fall away just like that. I find myself mourning the loss of what once was some magnificent thing, now nothing. And I don't know why it's falling apart. Maybe it never really was built with a solid foundation like it was believed to have been. Maybe its importance wasn't realized till it all shattered in front of everyone. Maybe it was never even intended to stay. Maybe it was just a fleeting thing that was always meant to fall apart. Maybe there isn't some divine purpose behind it. Maybe it's just people, being people. And maybe I'll never really know where it went wrong.