Sessile and connected,
I'm sat here to ponder—
To draw the parallels
Of my own roots of understanding
And touch, once more, the slumber
Which heartbreak does not send.
We should only gauge our maturity
By the scope of the circumstances.
All things glowing,
Yet all by ourselves.
Landscape void,
Yet setting all but bleak.
You squeeze the hand of love
Sometimes in thinking
You can teach a tighter grip—
Deciding that carpal tunnel syndrome
Is sure to fade...
That writer's claw grips just as tight.
It does not.
The sonnets, I could not recite,
But sighed at the single fact
That it signaled my memory fading,
And so too might all the flowers.
II.
The buds that haven't grown
And won't.
The dark I've both loved inside and cursed,
The central city which accepted the trade for my soul.
All drifting now.
I hope you cannot relate.
You'll recognize it all in waves of belonging.
I'd bet they'll pass us by.
III.
Where has the plot gone?
Slung the ink from well to wall,
Because this Earth is completely canvas,
And all the Earth will feel it with great objectivity.
From cries of heartache
To cries of triumph,
And extremism in both,
And with joy lying off the spectrum,
All to behold.
Nothing moving forward
As we choose to read in lefts and rights
And restrict the privilege
Moving only backward.
Time travel is simple,
Don't you do it with thought?
Restoration to my smile,
Reduced me to dust.
IV.
Not my call and not in fact,
With strong mind to senses
The world was very teal.
Looked, felt,
The aura,
All distinctively teal,
Just as gentle and forgiving.
No mind to the fact that you've done wrong
And been terribly wrong
Toward the center of judgment.
I'd posit the scales
Are already in balance,
And I'd advantage you greatly
On the weight of your hope.
All in harmony,
Yet the water receded.
I must confess, I'm awful at predictions...
But you broke my calendar stone,
Tolled the bell with no rhythm
And never did you discourage it...
Of course I'm guilty,
I've found it in my nature
And I've been worshipping in your temple...
Excommunication carries the feeling of death.