eating candy from a test tube
thinking of how my life would've been
if i hadn't met you.

nothing is the same - you said -

i told you that everything would change but you did not believe me.
i told you that i would begin to rely on you
that i would begin to constantly think of you
and only you.
when you met me, i gave you the disclaimer
"DISCRETION IS ADVISED"

why do you always do this - you asked -

my test tube of candy is about to be gone
the last two pieces are in my mouth
and i am still thinking of how my life
would've been if i had not met you.
how it would have been if i didn't spend my
days thinking of you.