delightful* (pleasing, full of delight) dreamy (peaceful, abstracted from reality) demure (reserved, modest) distant (seperated in space/mind) delirious (not able to think or speak clearly) dangerous (able or likely to cause injury, pain, harm, etc) daunting (tending to make people afraid or less confident ) destructive (causing a very large amount of damage) decrepit (weak/fragile, not strong enough)
dead (my father/heart/hope)
This is the timeline. The timeline I wanted to avoid.