So in this moment I've caused my own wounds, Didn't think or hold truth still. My abhorrence is in my demise, Time to let go of the disguise. And begin to prove myself true, Cause out of all the while and out everything my idiocy will lose you. So time to step up myself and prove my mettle, In hope for future stakes too. Or otherwise face a darkened road, Continuing on with this unbearable questionable load. And face myself alone, Like I always do.