Life has had a grip around my neck for so long that I was getting used to feeling so faint and so much like I didn't exist but then you came along and you gave me just enough air to survive and I thought things were finally looking up. You showed me blue skies and cherry blossoms and you taught me to not be afraid of love again and I spent so long wrapped up in the whirlwind of us that I didn't notice when you started pulling away because I was still as in love with you as I was from the start. Winter has never been good for either of us but instead of crashing and burning we fed off of each other and waited it out but Winter will end soon and you will be okay again and as soon as you are okay you won't need me. You will leave in the form of smashed bottles and slammed doors and I will be left to clean up the glass with the echoing sound of nothing, and life will pick me up and throw me against the wall again and I don't know if I can cope without you here for another year.