In my head,
There’s so much I’ve said.
Words of affection
Spread like an infection.
The intensity builds to a ******.
All the advice says to relax.

But, you see, in my head
With all the words I’ve said;
I can see what isn’t there.
I know this isn’t fair.
She should get to decide
If she is along for the ride.

However, in my head
She has already said
All the words I want to hear.
Heart-warming, brings a tear.
But, once again, I’m in a rush.
So my thoughts I need to hush.

But, you see, in my head
I feel like the dead
If I am to deny this emotion.
But is the train already in motion.
I know it barely makes sense,
But the air has grown dense.

Because in my head,
I’ve already said
Words, so rash, so wild.
I will grow more mild.
Cause time will let me know
If this feeling inside will grow.

So I have said,
What is in my head!