It's beginning to feel like this house is haunted For you are turning into an unfriendly ghost I've tried to give you everything you've said you wanted Hoping that it would pay off when I may need you the most
Yet I think back to all those times when we were kissing For I love how it felt like I could touch your soul But now when I look at you it's like your soul went missing Forcing me to see that I've failed to play my expected role
For it's about that time of year Where every home seems to be filled with love While ours seems to be filled with my fear That you want to fly free like a ghostly dove
Because it seems like our house is haunted As I realize that your soul's silence was never a joke For now you tell me that I was never the one you wanted And I feel devastated by the words of which you just spoke
Oh my love it's now clear that you are a ghost For I thought that I had your heart in spite of it never being there And now I am a soldier who stands at her post To keep my heart from shouting things like, "How could you not care?"
Or from screaming, "How could you have kept this hidden?" When you made me think you loved me so I gave you my everything Oh yes believe me now when I say that any thought of you is forbidden After I gave you everything and you leave me with absolutely nothing
For how dare you make me feel unwanted When I worked hard to do the things you say you like Maybe all ghosts like you have a special way to make a house seem haunted Oh I hope God forgives me for telling you to take a hike
Because Lord knows that there have been too many nights Where I prayed that your soul would come out and say boo But this haunted house just like this love has no hope nor lights After all the pain we have put each other through
Which leads us to now where I let you know That it's better we both look for someone new I'm forcing my heart to completely let you go Because your absence now gives me reason to
Ghosts just seem to really interest me and I thought it was a cool idea for anyone who feels like they have been or once were abandoned. Please don't let someone else's abscence stop you from finding yourself because you will always be with yourself even when others cannot be. Also remember that you are allowed to fill your "house" with anything you want to and that you also have the power to take out anything that might no longer serve you. It just may be that doing so will cause you the pain you NEED to get stronger.