i heard you died last night. it was an overdose they said. maybe crack? maybe ******? who knows... you used so much. you'll never know him. she was upset, but then she was slightly happy. but now she's just worried. he'll never know you. he might blame them for never meeting you. maybe he won't even care. but you ****** it all up. too ******* self-absorbed in yourself and your need for speed. so honestly, here are my condolences. but all in all, i'm glad that you never had the chance to be a father. you didn't deserve it anyways.
this is probably horrible but he ruined it for himself being a father/a mother is an honor, and he threw it all away...for what?