I take another long drag And let it out slow Watching the smoke curl away Over the water No where to go And heading nowhere So i came to the one place i knew It aint much just an small lake And an old dock With alot of old memories From when life was bright But its 3 am and like the world, life is dark I take another long drag Look in my phone for the thousandth time Looking for the wrong girl to fill my arms I pass everyone because they arent her I just cant stand to hold a stranger tonight So i take another long drag Life feels empty so i fill my lungs with smoke And my arms with flesh This year has just been one long drag Slowly killing me deep inside