I'm 15. I'm 15 and I'm an alcoholic. I'm 15 and I've been smoking cigarettes for a year. I'm 15 and I've been with more boys then I can count on one hand. I'm 15 and my preexisting anxiety and depression are becoming too much for me. I'm 15 and I don't know if I can do this anymore. I'm 15 and I don't want to be 15. I'm 15 and I want to be 6. I want to be 6 when I swore I'd never touch a cigarette in my life. I want to be 6 when I didn't even know what anxiety was. I want to be 6 but I'm not. I'm 15. I'm 15 and I want to be 28. I want to be 28 with a man who appreciates my flaws and loves me no matter what. I want to be 28 drinking a glass of wine or two at dinner, but no more. I want to be 28 but I'm not. I'm 15. I'm 15 and I'm scared. I'm 15 and I'm scared because I'll never be 6 again, and I'm scared that I might not make it 28. I'm 15 and I don't want to be 15. I'm 15 and I want to be.