While away some time before night falls. The thing about desire is that the night dresses it up better. Desire looks ***** during the day and I remain in rags till you; till you say hello. I’m boring, I pick the bed. But, when you’re the same kind of boring, you fit like spoons in a kitchen drawer and love, I am a small spoon. I can only contain so much inside me that remembers details of the spots on your neck, or of the things you lost, and the things you found and the things I am to you.
It’s raining here.
It’s raining here too.
You would have loved this weather.
Someday, I promise.
The promise of someday hangs over my heart like the blade of a guillotine waiting to strike. I’ve made lists of the things I’d wear and the things we decide we’d rather not. There are dark crevices and open spaces under greying skies where I’d hold you to warn you I always have cold feet and hope you offer to stay closer or really, just stay. Plead and please are not that far apart. And God, I love it when you do both. My fragile self breaks under the spell of desire mixed with the magic of pixelated eyes I swear I can see right through. That was when I (you) found you (me) crawling under my (your) skin.
I miss you.
I miss you too.
I want you so much.
More than you think.
We’ll count our dreams between sighs and fall asleep in the arms of your nights and my mornings Enveloped only by the sounds of our own breathing and the beep of the phone.