I feel fine. I feel fine. I feel fine. And I've really been all of the things that are outside of me. I ask you a thousand times, why did you commit this crime? I don't let anyone else know... that I feel anything short of fine. I know you're with her when I call. I know there's no point in this at all. I feel you punch me in my sleep- I feel you watch me as I weep. Why do I want to go back to this? I am such a *******. I am such a *******. You are just an apologist. Your lies they sound like sweet release. They take me by my wrist and squeeze. I think about them when I am one. I know it's done. Pick up your phone. I keep screaming I'm not alone. I'm not alone. I'm not alone. I want to believe you down to my bones. You won't pick up. I know it's done. I think about you when I am one. I'm no stranger to tears in my palms. I'll smile when I have become calm. The dial tone. It is a sign. That I'm on my way to feeling fine. I feel fine. I feel fine. I feel fine. Am I really all the things that are outside of me?