i felt unfaithful to you even though you were with someone else (conspicuously absent) & not even wondering where i was while i had the fingers of a strange Bear inside me
the bass was vibrating the ground under us he was rolling & too gentle but he tried he brought me up up up but instead of climaxing i started crying all i felt was guilt for letting you down by being a stranger's ****
i wish you would have been paying attention because i know you would be jealous knowing that someone else was touching your girl
but mostly i wish that it had been your fingers instead your tongue & your teeth & your hot breath on my ear your sweet familiarity & your firmness, your relentless aggressive hands would have made me high like nobody else ever could & i would be the best little **** you could ever ask for