Starts with a shiver A light of stressing As her eyes glimmer A night of adolescents She's acting embittered A fight for antidepressants Falling asleep and daydreaming Making sense of everything On top of the clouds Underground Wherever you are, you'll hear that sound That pounds like your heart, dancing in the rain That pounds like your heart, facing the fists agonizing pain The things we are grateful for But we couldn't ever ask for more I would never test you I wouldn't dare to Like the last time, I felt through The one who took my hand, wasn't you When you said you were mine, it wasn't true lots of fun with no proof, takes a lot of thought of your past to know If it's true But we connected our heads just to know, if there was something to do loathe seeing oppurtunities, that won't be satisfying I taste the bitter feelings, caught before my eyes start drowning I'm also so terrified, they're are no sounds to hide behind from time I'm not so purified, I'm the same ***** mess from last time I'm aging, raging like a bull I'm aging, im hanging Bits and peices of our hope Sitting in a home To hold and cope Living on your own Always so cold But the one you know Is only on your phone