I don't want to lose control like you do I can't understand how anyone can drink so much They lose their thoughts Their compassion. You cut with your tongue and don't even remember. Then you tell me to let go more often Have a few drinks. Yet you're the poster child for why I never drink. I see my mom hooded eyed and slurring Falling off a bar stool. I hear your voice telling me horrible things. I see the spark gone from his eyes because there's too much Alcohol in his system for it to live. I can't lose control like that. I don't want to.