This is for all of you, whom felt abandon or Left behind. Believe me , I been there myself but God does not leave us behind. He might test us, thus showing us our heart health here. But he loves each of us equally, but we all are on different journeys. So some he protect from being killed as he did to Job in book of Job. While others he takes , as the unborn babies that died at birth. But at times it seems that you mess up and God has left you. But unlike people, if you belong to him, he does not leave you at the alter. For we too many times go on feelings instead of God's truth .