My dear Z

I didn't lose you
I gained you
By what happened between us
LOVE deepened
It became eternal
I gained all pieces
Of my broken heart
In your memory
In your melancholy
In your eyes
In your lips
In your fragrance
That still lingers around me

I need not know you
A little or too much
I am YOU
As one doesn't know oneself
I need not know you

My shining sun is YOU
You shine for me

I am unable to fathom
A thought that you are someone else
YOU are me
How can I inflict a wound on me?

For me
Since I saw you
Yesterday, today, tomorrow
All are the same
YOU are in them
Day and night
every hour
every second

The sun shines everyday
You are my sunshine
The stars twinkle
You are my stars
YOU are the sea
And I am that wave carrying it
There are plenty of fishes
But you are the one that fated me

LOVE feelings are valid
LOVE losses are valid too
(And necessary as you say)
When I was without you
I was human
LOVING YOU
Made me more human
And losing you
Made me even more human

YOU, Your thought, your words
YOU make me a better human

I've limited time in life
I don't want to waste it in
Practicality, Pragmatism
Reasoning, Logic, Rational
In making my heart understand
What LOVE is

LOVE is - I am, YOU ARE!
LOVE is "US"

But we are away
How can things be better?