I write because I don't know any other way of properly expressing myself. But only through pen and paper. It calms me down. It relaxes me and I don't know how, but it does and that's what's important. I release all of the stress and tension that I've bottled up. Maybe for years or maybe even just minutes.
It releases me, from all the hurt and anger I've felt towards others and myself. It makes me happy. It frees my mind and documenting in a creative way makes me smile.
I don't just write because I'm in a horrible situation. But I also write when I'm happy or over joyed that I just cant contain the happiness inside me and emotions just burst on the paper. Because true happiness doesn't come around as often as I'd like it to. Unknowingly, I just write my heart out.
I also write, because I think no one would see my silly feelings. But I also write so if when the time comes that I'm brave enough to let everyone see what I've written, they'd learn something new. It may be about me, on how i feel or felt for someone or something, and maybe even learn something from what I've written and apply it in their own lives.
I hope that what I've written would make them feel that they aren't alone on anything. I hope they'd know that someone out there was like them, was like me.
I write in hopes that in my future, I could help people. Through what I've written. So they wouldn't suffer like I did.
To everyone who feels alone. I assure you. You're not alone :)